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 Demons feed off of the darkness that floods through humans. Demons feed off of the weak, the sick and the spiritually lost or stagnant. Demons can be comforting at times. They want you to believe they are your friend. But truly they could care less if you lived. Depending on what mental state you’re in demons will either have you starve or have you indulge in junk. They feed off of your insecurities and choose accordingly. Demons demand blood. That is why people who carry depression, addictions and mental illnesses are always getting hurt. I remember my ex husband who was abusive AF would scream at me and gaslight me to the point the demons inside of me would take over and I would start beating the living blood out of my face and head. I was convinced by self diagnosis and therapist that this was a form of self soothing to take the mental and emotional pain away and to an extent they were right but I always remembered when this happened the blood on my face, the way I felt like I wasn’t in control of my own body, how sad and terrified it would make me and how badly I would beat myself that me inside there buried deep in hell was fighting to stop them. After this phase of the argument I would bleed and he would feel remorseful and I would feel empty and after awhile I started to prostitute and dance. Became Satans agent. He rewarded my by taken those feeding demons away from me and assigned different demons to me. The ones that would validate my behavior. The ones that told me that every choice I made was deserving of the reward that would come after. That the cocaine and alcohol wouldn’t do anything but enhance my confidence and love for myself. That I didn’t have to give a reason to anyone and care what they thought anymore. He gave me the demons that he only assigns to agents that worship him which I started doing. I no longer felt broken. I felt powerful. Money was flowing. Sexy black dead eyes. No remorse. Just vengeance for all that was done wrong to me. The rapest, the abuse, the beating and emotional and verbal violence bestowed all now being brought to justice with my Harlot and Dark new identity Lilith and Satan granted me. I even had a new name. I never slept at night. I slept all day. The demons couldn’t stand the sunlight. Literally it would hurt. People think I sound crazy when I tell my testimony. I’ve only recently been touched by Jesus. I have never in my life knew him. I’m getting to know him. All I know is that what demons eat is what you feed them. If you’re worried about being too fat they will convince you of “just one more bite.” If you’re too skinny they will curse you to throw up every bite. If you’re having trouble in relationships they will feed off of your depression and sadness, anger and rage. Until you get to a dark place where you feel you have no choice but to serve the Darkness. And then that’s when you do satans work and start feeding other humans to these demons until eventually the cycle repeats. That is a true agent of the devil. And literally only God can defeat him. You are too weak. We all are. No matter what you do divine power is the only thing that can over come the evil of this world

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