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 Demons feed off of the darkness that floods through humans. Demons feed off of the weak, the sick and the spiritually lost or stagnant. Demons can be comforting at times. They want you to believe they are your friend. But truly they could care less if you lived. Depending on what mental state you’re in demons will either have you starve or have you indulge in junk. They feed off of your insecurities and choose accordingly. Demons demand blood. That is why people who carry depression, addictions and mental illnesses are always getting hurt. I remember my ex husband who was abusive AF would scream at me and gaslight me to the point the demons inside of me would take over and I would start beating the living blood out of my face and head. I was convinced by self diagnosis and therapist that this was a form of self soothing to take the mental and emotional pain away and to an extent they were right but I always remembered when this happened the blood on my face, the way I felt like I wasn’t in control of my own body, how sad and terrified it would make me and how badly I would beat myself that me inside there buried deep in hell was fighting to stop them. After this phase of the argument I would bleed and he would feel remorseful and I would feel empty and after awhile I started to prostitute and dance. Became Satans agent. He rewarded my by taken those feeding demons away from me and assigned different demons to me. The ones that would validate my behavior. The ones that told me that every choice I made was deserving of the reward that would come after. That the cocaine and alcohol wouldn’t do anything but enhance my confidence and love for myself. That I didn’t have to give a reason to anyone and care what they thought anymore. He gave me the demons that he only assigns to agents that worship him which I started doing. I no longer felt broken. I felt powerful. Money was flowing. Sexy black dead eyes. No remorse. Just vengeance for all that was done wrong to me. The rapest, the abuse, the beating and emotional and verbal violence bestowed all now being brought to justice with my Harlot and Dark new identity Lilith and Satan granted me. I even had a new name. I never slept at night. I slept all day. The demons couldn’t stand the sunlight. Literally it would hurt. People think I sound crazy when I tell my testimony. I’ve only recently been touched by Jesus. I have never in my life knew him. I’m getting to know him. All I know is that what demons eat is what you feed them. If you’re worried about being too fat they will convince you of “just one more bite.” If you’re too skinny they will curse you to throw up every bite. If you’re having trouble in relationships they will feed off of your depression and sadness, anger and rage. Until you get to a dark place where you feel you have no choice but to serve the Darkness. And then that’s when you do satans work and start feeding other humans to these demons until eventually the cycle repeats. That is a true agent of the devil. And literally only God can defeat him. You are too weak. We all are. No matter what you do divine power is the only thing that can over come the evil of this world

“he stores up sound wisdom for the upright; he is a shield to those who walk in integrity, guarding the paths of justice and watching over the way of his saints. Then you will understand righteousness and justice and equity, every good path; for wisdom will come into your heart, and knowledge will be pleasant to your soul; discretion will watch over you, understanding will guard you, delivering you from the way of evil, from men of perverted speech, who forsake the paths of uprightness to walk in the ways of darkness, who rejoice in doing evil and delight in the perverseness of evil, men whose paths are crooked, and who are devious in their ways. So you will walk in the way of the good and keep to the paths of the righteous. For the upright will inhabit the land, and those with integrity will remain in it,”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭2‬:‭7‬-‭15‬, ‭20‬-‭21‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/pro.2.7-21.ESV

“Her ways are ways of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace. She is a tree of life to those who lay hold of her; those who hold her fast are called blessed. My son, do not lose sight of these— keep sound wisdom and discretion, and they will be life for your soul and adornment for your neck. Then you will walk on your way securely, and your foot will not stumble. If you lie down, you will not be afraid; when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet. Do not be afraid of sudden terror or of the ruin of the wicked, when it comes, for the Lord will be your confidence and will keep your foot from being caught.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭17‬-‭18‬, ‭21‬-‭26‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/pro.3.17-25.ESV

“The fear of the Lord is hatred of evil. Pride and arrogance and the way of evil and perverted speech I hate. I have counsel and sound wisdom; I have insight; I have strength. I love those who love me, and those who seek me diligently find me. I walk in the way of righteousness, in the paths of justice, “The Lord possessed me at the beginning of his work, the first of his acts of old. then I was beside him, like a master workman, and I was daily his delight, rejoicing before him always, rejoicing in his inhabited world and delighting in the children of man. “And now, O sons, listen to me: blessed are those who keep my ways. Hear instruction and be wise, and do not neglect it. Blessed is the one who listens to me, watching daily at my gates, waiting beside my doors. For whoever finds me finds life and obtains favor from the Lord, but he who fails to find me injures himself; all who hate me love death.””

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭8‬:‭13‬-‭14‬, ‭17‬, ‭20‬, ‭22‬, ‭30‬-‭36‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/pro.8.13-36.ESV