Bondage

The worst thing about xxxx was that it was such a real depiction of what bondage is. No matter what you do you are stuck. In a cycle of sin. There is no relief. Bondage to sin makes life not worth living because darkness will always steal life. I feel like I have seen the attack of Satan very clearly the past few months and it has been an assault on my identity, house, job and health. 

I see how I desperately cling to His Holiness and how far I drift if I take my eyes off Him even momentarily. my flesh is always searching for gratification. Lord fill me with your life again. Cleanse my self destructive thoughts and patterns. Rescue me from myself. Make my heart believe that it is safe with you.