Freedom

 What freedom looks like:

The noise in my head is gone. Asking what’s the next thing. It is just at rest. My body is at rest yet with more energy than I’ve ever had. It is the freedom that comes from obedience and surrendering something that I’ve held onto for years. His ways are truly better. Thank you Jesus for letting me experience this. Yes I wanted freedom but it truly was a supernatural freedom. My God helped me. I thought this would be a daily battle, but it is like he is carrying me. Like he is doing the grunt work for me and I am just experiencing the good. I can have the most stressful day in the world and still hear my little girls laughter and want to participate. Instead of thinking of the next thing that I need to do for survival. Thank you God. Thank you, God for freeing me.