The Soul of Desire by Kurt Thompson

A year ago, an atheist asked me a question that has stuck with me ever since. He asked, "Explain to me what is the purpose of your existence without using the word God." Obviously as a Christian I knew that I dont have ANY purpose without the Trinitarian God. My mind couldnt fathom not seeing God in the very beauty of the forest and falls we were walking through at the very moment he asked that question. I knew this person had been a very conservative Christian before leaving the faith a few years prior to our conversation. A person who loved to travel and see the world that God created. 

I started to explain

My goal is to create beauty- my picture of beauty has always been scandelous- not something celebrated- lust- but he redefined my appreciation for beauty. It’s not something to be ashamed about it is some. Something to be celebrated because it was created by God. Because it reflects his image.


We mirror his image and all of our interpersonal neurobiology expression. We live as gods image bearers when we move to be known in order to create and cultivate Beauty and goodness in the world. And by extending  goodness and beauty we are being like Christ as we become those very things. 

Adam and eve: 

In order for beauty to emerge we have to see he shows he doesn’t tell they are differentiated forms of beauty they are drawn to each other and in many ways are similar but we are they are different they are deeply so for beauty to emerge we must work together with elements that are quite different from ourselves. Beauty thought the same things didn’t worry about that things that I did- I wanted to create a new home with myself The beauty is learning to find the beauty in the differentiation They saw each other as the enemy and not someone that they could create a work of art. They can’t even help for or to create beauty without the third party as a counselor to give it to them. This nakedness has the potential to be the greatest source of pain but also the greatest source of beauty so if you are not willing or wanting to see the beauty in marriage and I don’t think


The trial and God is so intimately created a God who loved us a informed us out of mud and breathe life into her nostrils insert baby Jesus and came to live with an S as the Holy Spirit the Holy Spirit. That is intimate work enter into the risky endeavor of née creation do you awareness of vulnerability and need is laced explicitly with shame we can’t imagine that our needs will be met by someone who is different than us for you it is even hard to know that a female would even act on your behalf when our most vulnerable selves are out play later this is what Jesus does for us the Good Samaritan When we are so engulfed in shame we are not able to create my God designed


God did not plan to leave Adam and Eve naked and ashamed in the garden to over overcome our shame and create beauty in the dancer of a Trinitarian God we must first come to terms with where he has brought trauma and shame of people of grief we all have it. 




Seen safe and secure 


The grief when unmet longing my brain is instead of working with God to create new beauty is in the left hemisphere fear judging and analyzing for threatWas temporarily and the anxiety of the future and the threat of the pastAnd I want the infinite distractions of life to distract me from engaging in real connection in order to protect my own heartAnd it’s easier to get that fixed from a search on the web browser than it is to create real intimate connectionOh cool with that more intimate longing with porn ring grief is not address of It can keep it stuck in isolationOur grief is cut so soft from making your beauty in a relationship When we bury our grief instead of offering it to the other three create an infection in her own heart developing him to the symptoms that lead people into the counselors office.. addictions are outcomes of unmet longingI want to feel connected but if do you have to put boundaries on when people can’t give you that sooth to see you and secure relationshipWhen we keep coming with it to a dry while we have to start dipping your bucket


When my when I imagine my husband with another woman I get an overwhelming sense of nauseous so I stopped for tuning in to my own body I’m foolish there is not room in my mind for others to come to me with intention joy and communion there was only condemnation dissintegrTion


God is in the midst of pain and suffering and is willing to create beauty



I have not been in a relationship with anyone for almost four years now. That being said I have definitely gone through an array of emotions but for the last year and a half had grown to be completely content with my situation of “being alone” for this season because of how God had grown my faith, restored and redeemed my heart, and provided for me in miraculous ways as he showed me His faithfulnes! I know God’s timing is perfect so only want His leading and I too think. 

We live from an over active left hemisphere 


Evil used left h hemisphere to show that we are different and it made us over analyze with Emity the woman I gave me- 

It’s been with us since the fall gen ch 3

We are not created to be a problem to fix a garden to create beauty that reflects Hos image

It is our brokenness that he wants to create beauty from are dominant mode for interacting with the world is judgment rather than engaging in curiosity

Are inability to agree with godsOur inability. Just says man consumed the fruit we want to consume each other due to lack of restraint this impulsivityThis mindlessness is directly correlated to the amount of isolation we experience and so we take rather than guessGoodness beauty and truth can exist outside of ourselves but they wanted to consume it instead of create and steward something


We tend to live in the left instead of the right because we are so in disintegrated we go from rigidity to chaos reduce do you take chaos. We can soon

Hi didn’t want to create same I want to create beauty I don’t want to criticize I want to see


Covering of your desire in varying his anger he buried his desire making room for the devil less room for Jesus or any woman he would want him

When we are in trauma we can’t share his image or create beauty God communicate his gospel in and through usWe are intended to be healed and see his objects of beauty to the world causing them to glorify our father in heaven Matthew five verse 16


Eight verse 29 we are agents to beer his imag we referred to this process of sanctification in psychology terms we refer to this as integration. 




The Soul of Desire by Kurt Thompson

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