He leads me beside still waters.

23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever. How exhausted and depleted my soul feels. It feels as though it could just give out. Im wearing thin- and I havent even had to take care of my kids the past two weeks. Im scrapping at safety. Any security I can find I look for. Today is October 1st- ive been gone from Kanons household for exactly a year. This past year I have felt like I have lived out of my car. He has lead me beside still waters I see Gods grace even in this time of waiting. Because If God gave me all the answers, he know I would mess it up. So he just gives us our daily bread. Enough faith and grace for this day and rest in knowing that he is all we need. In the midst of his struggle in Genesis 12, Abraham trusted God s promise. He let Lot walk away twice- showing faith in Gods promise. It reminds me that God knows I don’t need answers. If I had the answers I’d screw the story up- Sarai Abraham thought abrh would sleep with servant bc Sarai was barren. Sometimes if God gave me the answers I wouldn’t walk through this next door, abram demands answers. Its not how our faith is and looks like. He believed the lord and it was credited as righteousness. Sovereign lord how do I know? This is getting hard to trust this story. He is still human Being to me a header goat lamb pigeon You believe in what you do